Don't Mess With Mama Bear!

   "Woman shoots intruder in the face!" I saw this story on the news this morning and I am still cheering this Mama Bear on.  I got chills imagining myself in her shoes.  She's at home with 9 year old twins and there's a knock at the door followed by incessant ringing of the doorbell. She calls her hubby who tells her to grab the kids and hide while he calls 9-1-1.  

     The intruder breaks in and ransacks the house. The terrified woman is on the phone with hubby and the 9-1-1 operator as the intruder is closing in on their hiding place.  Hubby keeps her calm and urges her to start blasting  with her .38 caliber revolver if the intruder opens the door to their hiding place.  She hit the guy five times in the face and he still managed to make it out of the house and drive off before crashing his truck and being arrested.  So I can only imagine what may have happened if this Mama Bear had not been armed, ready and willing to use her weapon. 

     While the entire situation is a tragedy it is viscerally satisfying for me as a wife and mother to know that the cowardly intruder who meant to do this woman and her children harm got a painfully rude awakening.  A situation like this is a perfect example of why the gun control issue is so frustrating.  Some statistics say that a victim who is armed is more likely to be shot or killed than a victim who is unarmed.  But as we all know every situation is different and I, like most every Mama Bear, would prefer to have some fire power on my side in a life or death situation.   I'm just saying.  Let me know how you see it?

"Be Better!"

"Your actions speak so loud I can't hear your words!"  Whoa there!  
     I came across this quote the other day and it won't let me go.  The words are  simple yet incredibly and annoyingly true! I know I'm not the only person who has spent time wondering what on earth other people think of me.  And certainly I  care more about what some folks think than others.  None-the-less I do care. I can't help but wonder what I telegraph about myself to other people. 

          On my good days I'm convinced others see me as witty, loving, beautiful, encouraging, charming and I could go on and on.  But what about my bad days when I don't want to deal with anyone or anything, no way or no how? When nothing is going right and it seems like the entire world is plotting against me? Do all of my "good day" qualities shine through the darkness?  Honestly I don't even know if I have an answer for that question. If I did I'm sure it would be biased. 

          I can say making an effort to be conscious of what I do and what I say makes a big difference in how I act.  Also realizing that every action starts with a thought means I need to check myself and my thoughts often. Whew! Yes that's a lot of work (at least for me), an ongoing process filled with a series of victories and defeats.  But hey, at least I'm in the game.  My hubby's motto for 2013 is "Be Better!"  While he's not the boss of me, though he thinks he is, I shall do my best to take his advice and be better with my actions and not just my words.
     Okay, so what about you? What will you do to be better?

"Do New"

     I recently endured an insanely boring six hour bus ride from Oklahoma City to Kansas City.  Though six hours isn’t an eternity I am afflicted with an inability to sit still for long periods of time.  I began to unravel in about 37.5 minutes.  The only thing that kept me from doing forward rolls up and down the aisle was my bus driver’s endless string of impossibly loud and personal cell phone conversations. 

       Mile after excruciatingly boring mile I fidgeted in my seat and listened to Mr. Megaphone blabber on from one call to the other.  He chastised a friend in the throes of a tattered romance, reprimanded the guy who did a poor job of patching the church roof, and gushed about his three year old granddaughter’s promise to take care of him when he’s old. She says her parents are mean and Mr. Megaphone is not.  As we pulled into the Kansas City terminal he got a call from someone wanting suggestions on restaurants. Mr. Megaphone quickly rattled off a variety of spots but just as quickly bad-mouthed each one.  Finally he blurted out, “I just don’t like trying anything new!”  Loud and proud, he repeated himself over and over as if it were a badge of honor.  “I just don’t like trying anything new!”  

      I was surprised and then annoyed by his declaration.  I got to thinking about people I know who are equally as adamant about never trying new things.  They are crippled by their fear.  The moment the ‘Do New’ sign blinks on in their lives they bolt in the other direction.  I had to check myself awhile back when I realized that I had fallen into a complete and total rut.  Somewhere along the way my desire for adventure and new things had faded.  I had become stagnant and even surly at times. I poo-poo’d Facebook, bad-mouthed Twitter, snarled at Skype and in general refused to get a clue about many of the new and exciting things happening in technology.   “Who are you?” I finally asked myself. “More importantly what have you done with the incredibly cool chick who used to hang out in this body?”  

      I was in dire need of a ‘Do New’ makeover.  I chopped off my shoulder length locs, colored my hair, started working out, lost weight, got up to speed with the social network revolution and started this blog. All of which made me feel alive again and ushered refreshingly new experiences into my life.  My willingness to ‘Do New’ also reduced the dreaded possibility of my son calling me out as a hypocrite.  His Dad and I constantly encourage him to experience new people, places and things.  The child would have had a field day with me if I hadn’t gotten a clue. 

      So this brings me back to Mr. Megaphone.  I wonder what kind of role model he will be for his granddaughter.  Will, “I don’t like trying anything new,” become her mantra?  Or will somebody, perhaps her “mean” parents, encourage her to spread her wings and continually soar to new heights?  We owe it to ourselves and our kids to have the guts to step outside our box and explore the world around us, whether it’s trying new foods, traveling to new places, taking a new job or simply striking up a conversation with a stranger.  Not every experience will be ‘fan-tabu-lous.’  But when we are willing to push our limits and walk boldly into the blinking light of the ‘Do New’ sign we will surely enhance and broaden our horizons which, in my humble opinion, is always a good thing. I’m just saying.

Thank You Honey

       A few days ago I was holed up at my favorite writing table at Panera’s when I noticed a family of 8 hovering over a menu near the counter.  They spent some time patiently discussing their options before finally placing their order. Given the number of mouths to feed I was sure their goal was to spend wisely to make sure everyone left with a full tummy.  Because of my inquisitive nature, which my husband annoyingly describes as ear hustling, I couldn’t help overhearing a bit of their conversation with the waitress.  I learned they were passing through Missouri on their way back to Texas.

            The family sat near me and I was impressed with the manners and generally pleasant and easy going nature of the six kids who probably ranged in age from about six to 14 years old.  The two oldest kids got cups of water for their parents and siblings.  Then they helped the waitress bring the food to the table and the family enjoyed their meal along with good conversation and plenty of laughter.  When they were done each of the kids gave the waitress a hug of thanks and they said their good byes. Before they left the Dad, who it turns out is a bee keeper, also gave the waitress a small bottle of honey.

          Well, given her surprise and excitement at the unexpected gift, someone walking in may have assumed that this waitress had just hit some portion of a Powerball jackpot. She was a geyser of gratitude and flitted about the restaurant showing off her cute jar of honey to all of her co-workers.  I got tickled watching her.  One might think, “Geez lady it’s only a little jar of honey that came from a bunch of average honey bees.” But in reality she reacted just like the rest of us when we are suddenly tackled by a random act of kindness.  We get all gushy inside (whether we admit it or not) and are overwhelmed by a simple gesture that says “Thanks. I appreciate you.”  The gift was secondary to the family’s desire to show their genuine appreciation to someone who’d been kind to them.  Watching her beaming face and listening to her tell anyone who would listen about her special jar of honey actually made me feel good.  Heck, I suddenly had the urge to give someone a jar of honey or maybe a bag of chips to keep the happy vibe alive.  I still smile thinking about it.  It’s just proof positive that kindness is contagious.  It only takes a little honey to make somebody’s day.  I’m just saying.

An "Issue" Review

     Though we all don’t speak the same languages one thing me and my sistas around the globe have in common is that we are all forced to endure visits from Cousin Ruby or Aunt Flo during that dreaded “time of the month.” No matter what continent we live on we all ride the hormonal roller coaster for five to seven days during which time we are moody, exhausted, edgy, and generally not to be “messed” with---bottom line we have issues!
     Way, way back in the days of the Old Testament a woman’s period was described as an “issue” of blood. And along with the condition came what I considered to be a pretty raw deal. Our biblical sistas seemed to get no love while having their monthly “issue.” They were considered unclean and could not enjoy their normal lives for the entire time that their "issues" flowed.  Just think Mary, Martha, Ruth and all the rest were likely not allowed have contact with their families or friends while on their periods. They were not to be touched, perhaps even had to live in some type of isolation. It just didn’t seem right for these pious, loving, and hardworking women to be treated with such contempt because of something that they could not control. Add this to the fact that our Old Testament sistas couldn’t own property and that their worth in society was solely tied to their fathers and/or husbands  and I was totally outdone. I simply didn’t understand why God would allow his daughters to suffer such discrimination.
     But then I got to thinking about today’s modern sista. We all know her, she’s the one who is always burning up the candle at both ends, never taking a moment for herself. Ding! Ding! That’s when it hit me! My spiritual imagination took flight and into focus came a totally different view of the “issue.”  I realized that our biblical sistas actually enjoyed a luxury that most of us do not---a mandatory monthly vacation! What a concept! Every 30 days, give or take a few, they could look forward to up to week of just chillin'. They got a free pass on ALL of their wifely and womanly duties. No washing, herding sheep or spinning fabric. No one to annoy, frustrate or ask them for anything. As my spiritual imagination continued to soar I envisioned my biblical sistas giving each other a wink and a nod, or a low five as their monthly “issue” drew near. I imagined them fighting back a grin trying not to appear too eager as they quietly tucked their favorite scented oils, loin cloths, tunics, some olive oil, bread and grapes into a satchel and journeyed off to their designated area of isolation. And the moment they were all alone with God I imagine them bursting into a happy dance accompanied by joyful shouts of “Thank you Lord! Thank you!” Let the mandatory vacation begin!  It would be a week of complete peace, quiet, relaxation and rejuvenation. Come on now! Who wouldn’t love that once a month?
     Being one of the worn out and weary, multi-tasking mommas of today means that we rarely take time to find a moment to just breathe let alone spend some quality time with ourselves. We are the queens of putting ourselves on the back burner and I bet our biblical sistas were the same way. So I’m thinking God made it impossible for them to neglect themselves. In the end, and as He so often does, the Big Guy took what seemed like an awful "issue" and turned it around for good. So my spiritual imagination tips its hat to the Big Guy as well as my biblical sistas and gives me a whole new perspective on how to handle my next monthly “issue.”

"Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly!"

     A few months ago I decided that I needed to make a genuine effort to clean up my potty mouth. I admit that colorful and well placed expletives are often seamlessly woven into my everyday conversation with family and friends. A “WTF” here and a “WTF” there is par for my discourse. Once, the “S” word even slipped out of my mouth after hearing an incredible testimony at Women’s Bible Study. I, like everyone else, was stunned. To my great relief the ladies erupted into laughter. My potty mouth had unintentionally served a purpose lifting the tension of a very emotional moment.
     Figuring that wouldn’t always be the case I decided to come up with a more clever way to express myself. I definitely appreciate the sentiment of, “Whiskey, Tango, Firefox” but it just isn’t me. It’s way too military and hardly original. But come on, we all need to be able to self-medicate with our own “WTF” bomb during times of distress or disbelief. So I settled on, “Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly!” A definite rip off, but suits my quirky personality just fine. With that in mind here are a few situations that have set me off on a “Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly” tangent or two. I’m sure some of you will relate…
     For instance, when the skies have darkened, blinding rain is beating down and fierce winds are gusting about---but all of the local weather people only seem interested in touting their Doppler 4000 gizmos, Next Rad do-hickeys, or Sky Tracking gadgets while I’m yelling, “Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly just tell me if funnel clouds are spinning my way people!”
     Or after weeks of working out like an Olympic hopeful, sticking to my diet and living for my one cheat day. I roll up to Church’s Chicken feining for just one deep fried, high fat, steroid filled chicken wing and the chick inside the squawk box says, “Baby, we’re out of chicken wings.” “Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly!” Rolling my eyes in utter disbelief I growl to my husband, “How is Church’s “Chicken” out of chicken wings on a Saturday afternoon?”
     Then there are celebrities like Tiger Woods or Michael Vick who’ve made amazingly bad choices and paid the price with endless public humiliation, loss of sponsors and revenue, and even jail time---the media clamors non-stop for some kind of public apology. But when the apology is given the blood suckers are still not satisfied. They whine that the apologies are not heartfelt enough. The celebs are not contrite enough. If the celeb sheds a tear, the apology is considered fake. If they don’t then they’re cold and insincere. “Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly people! Get a life and stop acting as if your fecal matter has a pleasant aroma!”
     Or when a client wants a rush job and you get it done better and even faster than expected. But it still takes 30 days for your invoice to clear accounting. “Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly! Why can’t the check ever be cut as quickly as the job was completed?”
     And finally I’ll leave you with one of my personal favorites. Son: “Man, you’re losing weight Mom.” Me: “You really notice?” Son: “Yea, you don’t look nearly as pregnant as you used to.” Or, Son: “Why are you working out so much? What do you need to look good for anyway? Me: “Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly! Really?”
     Okay now it's your turn. What are some of your Watermelon, Tomato, Fruit Fly moments?
     

Mother's Day "Grays"

             This past Mother’s Day I was faced with a daunting personal dilemma.  However, I must admit that this dilemma was totally centered on nothing more than my vanity but it was daunting none-the-less.  It all started about ten years or so ago as my 30’s began to fade into the history books. I became traumatized by the emergence of one, then two, then sixty or seventy gray hairs.  They didn’t have the decency to evenly distribute themselves throughout my crowing glory.  Oh no!  My very rude grays conducted a full on frontal assault along my hairline.  Before I knew it I appeared to have aged ten years in a matter of days. Eventually I realized if I didn’t take action I could easily be mistaken for, of all things, someone my age!

             Like many other women, who are willing to be honest, the emergence of the “grays” shook me to my very core.  I felt as though I was standing on the continental divide of my life with my self-proclaimed “naturally youthful appearance” on one side and my uhm, “less-youthful” appearance on the other.  Whenever I looked into the mirror, which was often, the grays stood strong and unified  taunting me mercilessly.  I was sure support hose and pureed meals were soon to follow.  I was forced to accept the harsh and cruel fact that a significant portion of my self-proclaimed “naturally youthful appearance” would no longer be, well, natural.  Instead it would forever more come out of a box. Thus I became a regular in the hair color section of the beauty supply store. But finding the perfect hair color gave me fits.  For years I experimented with a variety of ‘blacks,’ ‘blonds’ and finally ‘reds’ to cover those unrelenting grays.  Ultimately it was my better half, who had been dragged into one beauty supply store too many, who ended the years of agony when he picked up a box of Cream of Nature Permanent Bronze Copper 6.4 hair color.  The hair color angels had finally smiled upon me.  There was magic inside that box!

            In order to keep the magic alive I often purchased several boxes of my Bronze Copper 6.4 at a time.  That way I was sure to be ready when the grays launched their monthly attack.  Well the night before Mother’s Day I was utterly stunned to see an entire cluster of grays gathered front and center just above my hairline.  Where on earth had they come from?  There had been no sign of them that morning.  I surely would have noticed this very large gathering.  I moved a few of my locs around and low and behold the grays had totally infiltrated the front of my head.  No worries though.  I confidently reached into the cabinet under the sink for my box of magic. O-M-G! Nothing!  I dropped to my knees and frantically shuffled through bottles of shampoos and conditioners.  My heart pounded as I realized I was out of Bronze Copper 6.4.  No magic.  So now what?  It was late no beauty supply stores were open.  It was hours before Mother’s Day, a day when all self respecting mothers want to be appreciated, exude charm and confidence, feel sexy and darn it, look youthful!  So here I am faced with the unthinkable possibility of having to actually look my age.  Oh the horror! I deserved so much better especially on Mother’s Day.

            After moping around the bathroom I nearly resigned myself to my fate.  I figured I would just have to “woman up” and deal with the situation.  But, duh, I was so caught up in my own vanity that I wasn’t thinking clearly.  Once I regained my senses I realized I didn’t have to “woman up” at all.  I had totally forgotten that Mother’s Day was “hat” day my church.  Better yet, my girlfriend had loaned me a cute straw hat to sport if I could make it work.  You betcha I could make it work!  Mother’s Day morning, off to church I went, proudly rocking the cute straw hat, tiled to the side.  It had allowed me to win another battle against those hostile grays and oh yes, keep my self-proclaimed “naturally youthful appearance” in tact!